Yoohoo~
Great day today!!!

Mmm... got back my results for periodic report 2 which i wld say i'm satisfied :D
Then, mmm.. project was well on track...
L/O came, supposedly it's at morning 10am but it turn out to be 2.30 pm...

Then christmas party!!! mmm... I would say this bank is a nice place to work with, lol... Although for the christmas deco, we didn't win the top 3 prizes but at least won something, better than nothing right... lol

I would say this internship is kinda enjoyable...Never regretted my choice...Although my boss is not those very lenient type when it comes to evaluation but it's still ok afterall. LOL... Just that I may have to work harder on the assignment side for "A". In a way, going to uni takes into acc the first 5 semester result. the last result shouldn't have much impact i guess??? haha..I jus hope I dont get a B or B+ which will pull down my GPA... A would be good! I never get GPA 4 before...lol...

OK, that aside! Finally I got my Advanced diver certification!!!!!!!!! :D
Waited for months.... but not as long as compared to my open water certification!

The card is damn cool and stylo! I like :D :D Pictures below!








Spend my day today sleeping at home and till now i still cant seem to have enough sleep...

I guess it is one of the rare moments whereby i can sleep so much...

Was feeling terrible yesterday, thus i slept at 9.30 pm... Before i sleep, i went to set alarm, brush my teeth, for fear that this might not be jus a nap and that i would be too lazy to wake up in the middle of the night or I cant wake up on time the next day...Was having a headache and backache and fever and my cough, flu...The whole night was kinda dreamy... Jus keep falling back into sleep... Been very long since i had such long sleep...

Woke up in the morn, still unwell, thus i took a mc... and went back to sleep again after smsing
Slept all the way till 12pm++ wake up for lunch then sleep again till 5pm+++

The whole day was like kinda drowsy... I cant concentrate, i'm like in a daze. I jus feel like lying down and SLEEP! I think I slept for too long, that's why when i woke up at 12pm++ When I step out of my bed, I sort of lost my sight for a few seconds... I guess my blood needs some time to flow to my head... I touch my way into the toilet...lol... until then i regain my eyesight...I hope it's not due to some high blood pressure or what...

Oh well, I think i'm heading off to bed... CIAO



Time for a weekly update!

Mmm... nothing much happens for this week... Got back interim result, mmm... i would say i'm satisfied with the marks! haha... Not as bad as i thought it would be... I'm always prepared for the worst! So as to make myself happier when i get things back...In a way, my benchmark is low. lol. I'm gonna be more noisy!!!! I'll try to!!! haha... Sometimes i think it's a bit hard for me to open up, as in not to be quiet and be lame! Actually, i'm kinda two faced! lol... With friends and at work is like two different me! LOL! CRAP!haha...


Went back to Tiong bahru for mentoring yesterday! Been a long long time since i last went! haha... mmm...kids wise, i still see some of them! haha... First time i see so many kids in the centre, lol. Hmm... kinda miss those days...having lunch after mentoring, chit chatting, lol.

Sometimes, it's jus the atmosphere and people that makes u enjoy what you're doing! haha...
The accompaniment that you had! haha... =)



I'm tired... lol..shagged. I'll turn in early today!

Monday again tml! Luckily, this time round mondays are kinda slack...lol... hopefully it will be tomolo!

Haha...sianzzz... Im still facing the same problem... lol... I guess he dont read my blog... lol...ok Plan FAILED...
Or maybe he read, but he dont know it's him, cos my excuses are so real yea. LOL!
Crap. Rejection is just that hard... at least for myself.

Arh... sianzzz... ok, i'm bad...lol...But i think it's even bad to suddenly MIA and to block on MSN, etc...Cos there are other things such as fb etc... Best is to say out right? but thats like so hard, lol... i havent got the courage yet...ROFL!!! Past experiences, the ppl know without me telling and they started to steer away from me... but this time round... i wld say it's not that easy...lol. Haiz... see how as it goes bah. :(

Back to work once again tmr! So fast, i'm like left with 2 more months to go! lol. Time flying. And i think i should start planning my formal report on december!haha...

December gonna be a fun and busy month! haha



Time to update once again....
My eyes seems to be playing tricks with me these few days... LOL... In a bad way i wld say, haha.. Seriously, not once i guess but a few times... I questioned when the problem simply jus lies with my eyes that i see wrongly...lol... I hope people dont get offended...haha...Maybe i didn't had a clear mind when working... My mind is polluted for the time being... LOL. Seriously, i tink my job requires me to have a clear mind, haha...

ohh well that aside, it's friday once again tomorrow!! woohoo~~~

Lately, on my way home, i keep bumping onto ppl whom i've known...

A random msg came while i was on the train which upon flashback, i tink i saw someone. I think so... lol, or else i dun think that msg will come... haha... my days are getting more and more random... ROFL! Anyhow, it's good! lol... Lets see who i will bump into next ;)

hah... i need rest rest!!! I havent had naps for ages... at least for months... ever since i started working... no more afternn naps :( I miss my naps! lol... Hmm..do i miss studying??? mmm... i guess i only misses the cliques... not much on books...more on working for projs, etc...ROFL! I guess at least facing lecturers and frens is definitely more casual as compared to facing your bosses or colleagues... somehow there's a diff la... lol... In a way, in office, there's some sort of pressure? lol... or more stern or you gotta be careful of what u're doing??? Cant appear too slack, gotta act busyy at times? lol... Not so relax as compared when you're with friends. But then, it's still ok afterall. haha... it's part and parcel of life! =)

TGIF!



Jus expressing my random feelings...

ok, it's been a few months... seriously i have no idea or what... but u kept asking me out... i felt very reluctant in fact... for no reason why... somehow although we didn't went out alot of times,tats becos i keep rejecting,lol, but i jus felt that i didn't want to go out with you...Somehow, I really hope that I don't see ur smses at times... whenever u sms me, means u're asking me out... and i've gotta crap some excuses out to avoid you. Somehow i tink our likes are different.Maybe we're jus 2 different person...

I have no idea, whether u are just finding chances to go out? or u really had no friends who are willing to go out with u??? Anyway, it doesn't matter also, cos i'm not interested...

If only i could jus say straight to let u know that I don't want to go out with you and that i would be happy that u dont ask me out or call me anymore... But i think that would hurt you, haha... Afterall, u're a kind soul, a nice person... I dun want to stab u with too many knives...lol...

But then on the other hand... I'm really reluctant to go out with you... haha, i dunno why, but i jus dont want...so i think that's the reason that i accepted when its a movie, lol...
But becos i've rejected so many many times, sometimes i jus entertain u and went along... And jus hope that everything faster ends and i can faster go home... I didn't really wanted to come online, cos i didn't want u to tok to me or even have a chance to ask me out...I know i cant stop u, cos u end up calling me...lol...

Somehow i guess we don't click... i dun feel comfy when i'm with u, or even as simple as talking or chatting with u... it's like those cant be bothered feeling la...In a way, no chemistry??? hahah...Seriously chemistry is very important...There are people who u like to talk with... There are also people whom u jus simply dun want to talk with for no reasons... haha...i guess that's gotta do with chemistry...haha

Haha. I dunno how to read someone's heart... i hope that u will find others and not me... jus treat me as a fren, but dun ask me out so often please! haha... finding excuses on a frequent basis is hard la! seriously... Actually, i also don't mind if u forget about me...I'm jus hoping that we can dun contact, and then as time passes by, we're gone from one another's life... lol... that's what i wanted ultimately... lol.. but u dont seem to get my hint at all... maybe i sucks at hinting... haha

oh well... i guess the day will come soon! at least i hope... maybe not... but i guess, i gotta make someone sianzzz of asking me out to make my life easier! =D